Dear Nadya,
You were told by your own teacher that you would not be able to study abroad because your english was not good enough. You were told by your mother that your capability of studying and learning was not good enough. You were told by everyone else that you were not good enough for anybody. And one day, you woke up, you worked your ass off to get what you wanted. I promise, those tiring days full of sweat and tears, would be paid off at the end.
One day, if you love someone, you would love them completely naked. You would not listen to the others but yourself. And believe me, those would be the most heartbreaking moment and it would teach you hundreds lessons of falling in love over and over again. Learn how to flirt, learn how to kiss, learn how to do the things you like sexually. I could not say anything besides, you will get through this all alone. All by yourself.
You will get what you want, you will go abroad, you will travel as much as you want, you will love someone by your soul, you will get your heart broken, you will fall but eventually get up, you will hold the hands that match your soul, and the most important - you will be loved.
Please be more patient, one more, and you will get through this.
Says no one, but you.
Nadya, you will love yourself for who you are, I promise, you will.
You will love how yourself become in your early 20s.
And I wish I had written this, few years ago, but eventually
I could proof to anyone else that Nadya is capable of doing anything that she wants, until now
and in the future.
Love,
20 years old Nadya.